Wednesday, January 25, 2012

抱歉,真的。。。还很累。。。不想对你不公平

也快两个月没来更新这里了。。。
这段时间,忙东忙西
(学业、学习、家里事。。。还有玩啦。。。哈哈~)。。。

今天,也是那天后的。。。八个月。。。也快九个月了。。。
好快。。。也快一年了啊。。。

这段时间开阔了自己。。。走了还算不少的地方,遇见了还算多的不同的人、事、物。。。

认识的人。。。有好多,很多很优秀、很精灵。。。
也确实。。。对自己情深意重,很真诚。。。
怪自己的辜负。。。也奈何。。。
自己在心里筑起的围城。。。那好厚、好密不透风的心墙。。。

嗯。。。

这是壬辰年(2012年)的正月初三晚上。。。
俗称的:赤口晚。。。(今晚不想多说这些风俗)。。。

唉,就今晚。。。感觉满疲惫。。。(也或许。。。之前知道了些对自己看法的评论?想想,也应该没有关系吧。。。自己自找的。。。呵呵。。。

不自禁的。。。连续。。。播起这首歌。。。

很喜欢的一首还蛮旧的歌。。。

总在累时不自禁的想听听。。。很棒的词曲,也很有意思。。。

真的,没那么简单,再也。。。没那么简单。。。

尤其是。。。看到了那么多的背叛。。。

因为不安。。。也所以强悍。。。

是谁?谋杀了那浪漫。。。或许。。。自己。。。

累了、倦了。。。真的再也没那么简单就能去爱了。。。

不爱孤单,但一久,也习惯了。。。

很担心她。。。那个脾气不软的她。。。很聪明,却又粗心的她。。。自我感觉良好些许高的她。。。那个。。。对我来说可爱的她。。。那个。。。当初瞪大双眼看着她时,会羞羞呆呆瞪回、些许扁嘴儿的她。。。那个。。。吹吹她耳瓣时。。。会回捏我的她。。。。。。。。。

但,好久的这一段时候。。。

一再,跟自己说。。。
不用再担心谁。。。也不必约束自己了。。。

现在感觉快乐了就忙东忙西、南奔北跑。。。

偶尔疲了,就放空自己。。。

听到/知道别人道三说四。。。哈哈,别人说的话。。。也随便听听吧。。。
呵呵。。。何必,也不需/不想,拥有太多情绪。。。

一杯红酒配文章、一碟熏三文鱼配绿茶,在那得闲的晚上,冲好凉、清清爽爽,窝在被窝,关上手机。。。听听曲子。。。=)

自己有变得实际多吗?也许好坏各有一半。。。

相爱。。。那曾有的。。。=)
相爱。。。没有那么容易。。。

只能说,每个人,包括自己。。。有自己的脾气。。。

过了爱做梦的年纪。。。
轰轰烈烈。。。曾有的。。。却。。。不如平静。。。

知道。。。幸福没那么容易啊。。。
恋着那幸福。。。因为曾经的相爱。。。那不容易有的相爱。。。或许一些人在一起却也不会有的相爱。。。所以这幸福。。。才会特别让人着迷。。。

那个什么都不懂/半懂的年纪。。。

曾经。。。两个以泪相洒。。。曾经最掏心,最开心。。。曾经。。。的那些时刻。。。
曾经。。。想一起成为典范的日子。。。
那动心的记忆。。。

*不是不曾尝试。。。接受。。。只是。。。现在的自己。。。真的。。。还很累。。。还在胶着。。。不想对对方不公平(UNFAIR)。。。这很不负责任。。。这不是闹着玩的东西。。。

*有人对自己说:“尝试接受另一个吧。。。最好能忘记一个人的方法。。。”
但这方法,很残忍。。。很不负责任。。。也很难。。。
因为在这世界上,还能真正爱上一个人。。。是很幸运的事情。。。

*“我爱你”,很简单的三个字。。。说出口,只需几秒。。。因这三字而心动甜蜜,或许会持
续几小时至几天。。。但要证明,却需一辈子。。。而我。。。曾说出口。。。

*或许自己也只能。。。

那天帮“柠檬-橙Raymond Tan”庆祝生日。。。做了些傻事。。。
右手拿着Samsung galaxy s2 发短信“I Love You!!!”
给左手拿着的Sony ericson w910i,然后左手收到短信后回信:“I Love You too!!!”
哈哈。。。Forever Alone~~~ level 999 的感觉~







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Anonymous said...

跟着感觉走吧!说放下谈何容易呢?

Anonymous said...

学巫嘉胜酱,做gay算了吧~

Frm: 你知道我是谁的 

Yam Yam said...

@Anonymous 1: =)一切随缘。。。哈哈。。。也谢谢你的留言~ 多谢~

@Anonymous 2: 哈哈,实在抱歉,你没有署名于此,我确实不知道你是谁。。。还有你指的巫嘉胜是?你的留言很特别,无论如何,谢谢你的留言。

Anonymous said...

相爱本来就是没那么简单...新的不来旧的不去这种想法是对的,但是不是很认同你找新女友来忘记旧女友,这只会让你陷得更深而且几乎成为了逃避!想要忘记她的方法还是只有面对...面对她,随着时间会抛掉你对她的内疚,最终也会以熟悉的陌生人结束,这是把伤害降到最低的方法,但这都是我自己的意见,加油吧!

Yam Yam said...

@Anonymous 3:
=) 虽然不懂你是谁,但非常认同你的说法。所以我也在文章里说:
“但这方法,很残忍。。。很不负责任。。。也很难。。。因为在这世界上,还能真正爱上一个人。。。是很幸运的事情。。。”

谢谢你的留言=)

Anonymous said...

既然是真爱,那。。当初为什么会分手?

Yam Yam said...

@Anonymous 4: 因为当初的双方都不够成熟。。。

shawn-lwee said...

好像很好玩醬。。我也互發了-.-"

Yam Yam said...

@Lee Wee: You mean the sms? LoL

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Unknown said...

好emo,加油!

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/S-aRR0acZkY

tis song for you...I like you...I dunno why...I 've stop using social media now...I'm not rely on you... beza agama dan darjat lol...babai...I saw you pic...lol...hanatnya perangai masa muda...mcm bkn doktor...partying sejak kerjamu...kla...babai...btw, sa ndakla secharming kamu tu...meh??? charming ma? aku ndak pernah nampak depan mata...I m ugly enough...kla...aku pun ada life sendiri...babai....nnt klu ada masa mau cakap sama kau tapuk2 bolehlah ini komen disini...

Anonymous said...

adeh...Gw pikir gw kdptn...wkkk..hmm... be in same shoe with you know...btw, ur won't read this blog ..I think...m poor n crushing ur...it's weird...I should focus on my fiuca..wadehell...bnyk2 bornean bumi ni..kau jugakla red army bean ni kena crush...dalah non..ish3...blog ini tidak lagi digunakan oleh admin..sekian...k...yg penting budak pendiam ni dptla kasi tau kau tu...kau ingat senang jd pendiam? boleh jadi psikopat ur know? org pndiam ni kdg2 tidak dijangka...ba..sampai sini saja...kesian jugak aku ni...ndak kena suka balik...wawawa...biarkan jala masa berlalu...aku doakan kau bahagia...k...tulisan je pun...mana ada aku doa...k...till then...babai...~Danielle steel

Anonymous said...

kau ni sebenarnya jellekla...sebijik mcm frenemies aku dulu...I mean...aku dulu bknla sejenis tecer pet...mesti semua bdk2 um tu...tecer pet...no wonderla impianku kabur...kbai...I need to focus on my life now...

Anonymous said...

Ntahla brp org suda yg never give up n sakit dgn kau ni...I mean knp perlu pikir org tu spnjg masa... Ish... Sgeram plk aku dgn diri sendiri...padahal aku da bljr move on... Apa jugakbkelebihanmu n ni... ..

Anonymous said...

To fall for no reason is fake.
This universe,I'll took my blame.
I promise to myself never fall again.
Should focus on oneself... I'm in mess...I just split out my yesterday food...love can make ur crazy and lazy... That malay aphorism is completely occur to me... Makan kenyang sangat,mandi cepat sgt,kadang2 ttdr dgn fake pixel muka kau sblh... ada mlm kecewa habis... Ada mlm senyum2 sendiri...org lain tgk kau hodoh... Bangang terus dorang... Kau tidak terurus habis... Tidur lebih jam 3...kadang 2 tidur plg awal jam 8...lain kali jan main sos med sgt... Berotot suda aku punya tangan ni....aaargghhhh....knpla aku diuji begini...

Anonymous said...

This is for you... Wahaha gw puas...
You are nothing... ~WOLO

Anonymous said...

Lalalala.. It's weird but it's happen...creepy right?the psychopath character in someone life...not to worry...

Anonymous said...

If ur open to read...just open it... I might the person whom destined to have some life events with you...

http://salik02.blogspot.com/2014/08/prof-drtaufik-yap-yun-hin-tokoh-china.html?m=1

https://youtu.be/bfHH6YImnZs

Just like rules of causation and effect,everything happen for its own reason... What I resist, persists... I am sorry...

Anonymous said...

Ahahah... Now I am questioning... Is this a dream???.... What I've done Like crazy... Waking up with some hope and feeling the emptiness...day are just pass like that... 24/7 being obsessed...I wonder when I'm going to stop torturing myself... Why I am having such feeling??? I am so shame and wanna go to antartica and change my name..I need dr love... I am sick... K... Ur know what I feel like wherewever I go , u be there... Feeling is real...I never have fb with some cousins relatives to posts my expression ... But all are aware of my cond...yeah, as the man who can't be move... I am soo soory over my feeling which I don't ... I am too hurt to fall in love again... I dunno I will better with time... I never been flirt such tis b4...I hates crush2..I ignore people who talk bout it.. But 2019 I am suffer loving someone like this...klu ndak sukak tu jan jgk bagi harapan.. Mukak tu tunjuk sikit rasa empati sikit..letak kau trip2 tunduk tu sedih (ndaba sa gurau syak tu: I like it) ... Sa rasa la kau pun ada crush masa tu...tengok status si fiona tu pun...wey sa rsa bhs dia pun sebijik mcm ko.. I Know m not the only one whose trap dgn mukak kau yg sok suci tu...btw,Helo I am forest..I never thought I would meet ur in 2019...I love ur forever??? Don't worry just trust that everything happen for it's own reason...I am concious...I promise to not interrupt ur life... Just let me write when I feel like I want here...one fine day, when I get bored, I will leave but ur are the person yg plg susah utk dilupakan...till then...~ ur secret admire...

Anonymous said...

Doctor don't go clubing... happy new year... According to life expectancy facts ur only have 44 years left... While me have 53 years left... Gotta focus now...tis yr mybe it's the worst for me... But not next year..I dunno what's life yet...but for moment I love ur... I plan to just dm ur to say tis... But I don't want to be rejected... Oh no...never... Why tis life is so complicated...Maybe I wasn't good enough as they said good man to good women... Dr. why not go marry now... Mg... Wadehell, I am doing here...Dr. I am stubborn ur know...I'm going to repeat paper... Dr please marry someone now... Cos ur re worst distraction ever....I am too young to be in love... Please dr. I beg ur so much... I cannot be like this sleepless... Mess...creative genius... K dr... I pray for ur to find someone for the moment... I depress la dr. Waking up early morning I heard bird chirping with sun... N then I don't realize it's dawn ready it's been 150 days passed ...pls dr... I wish ur found someone... N masa kau baca ni jangan perasan kau tu budak hot ok... I think dr... It is bcos ur fcs on life rdy... But who know, their not in ur shoe... K dr... Babai... ~secret admire...

Anonymous said...

Dr...cinta ni mmg sial... But tis song is for you... I love ur everyday...
https://youtu.be/TncJKCg6ibQ

~Forest d guardian of winter...

Anonymous said...

Shame to post on tis... Don't talk to me I don't want to be rejected...yah as ur Know I am not a good muslimah... I writes blog on a guy instead p bjln merata tuk sebar dakwah di muka bumi Allah ni... Ur must very impress with muslim conservative family... I hope ur concern on my privacy when ur read tis... Never spread it to anyone...

https://cassava.home.blog/

Yeah ofcos memalukan muka sa nampak but let just be honest... I plan to not everyone at early phase I'm fallin love... But time pass and I act like weirdo... I don't have self-control... My family, close fews friends and fb friends(not know ur) know it... The bad advice ever is to stay focus... But I know life want to teach me my own lesson... I wrotes almost everyday and throw the paper with dissapoinment... In islam we are encourage to lower the gaze, protect dignity, and puasa if can't afford hawa nafsu.... Hawa ur know hawa left ribs of adam ...it's always bend and not straight... I make a lots of sins... I am not strong enough... I also left one buried in odec... If ur curious... It is there under the bench...I dunno wherever I go...I took a piece of paper and hide it somewhere... I taught myself to move on too much... But I still can't.. So it's better just to adress ur... Bcos believe me...I always keep everything keep secret... Well nobody understand sileness.. Till then~ time will heal... Babai now...and plz don'rt say no... I am too fragile... Just read over and keep silent as well...ur will never understans someone even ur have live with them 1000 yaers human nature keep changing... Just like allah bolak balikkan keimanan seorang hamba... Babai... Shame on me... Don't tell anyone..

Anonymous said...

Don’t allow someone else’s bad behavior to rob you of a better future by losing your vulnerability and shutting yourself off from another relationship. Keep your energy focused on doing what makes you happy. Know that if you are someone who treats people with respect and integrity then the ghoster simply wasn’t on your wavelength and someone better is coming your way, as long as you keep your heart open and your focus forward.~Only resolution for ur.

Anonymous said...

First time to have such hanging and silence relationship with I dunno stranger...I wanna give up but I dunno how...why I still feel the same ...may allah bless ur la... Silence is hurt... Alwys being wonder could he feel the same way... Hope ur to see this one day... As it won't be erased...with weaknesess in my current language... I hope ur'll understand someday... This is based true story... I start to not care on ur face in real life..tis the way I embrace my sorrow longing for stranger... 2 jan 2020~HUMANGROWTH...BELIEVE ME SELFIES DOESN'T POTRAY REAL EMOTION OF A PERSON.. IT MIGHT SEEM HAPPY BUT EMOTIONAL ARE ARENT CONSTANT THING...Stay strong...~ from ur secret admire... 😎

Anonymous said...

Tq for the life lesson doctor...I am sorry this messages has bothering ur days...may al iz well, btw, I want to tell ur a story here...I think but i'm not sure this is the last time I visits ur blog...

Anonymous said...

I am sorry for all the words that had hurted ur feeling...

Anonymous said...

Let me tell ur what I like on ur...

1.I like ur it when ur only wear white n black T. It is much efficient and convenient which reduce the time consumption...just like me, but I am truly mess in real life...cos people tends to judge ur based on ur attire...I wear almost same t everyday

2. I likes ur self-discipline so much especially when you read through ur newapaper subcription during weekend...

3.I dunno why when ur taking picture always D angle shown that ur re busy lonerwolf...that phone for on-call purpose perhaps???

4.I knows ur re really hardworking,commited and passion...from what I see...

That's all doctor...tqsm...



Anonymous said...

Oh yeah, ur have great musics preferences...may ur achieves ur goal. Happy 30 yrs olds...

Anonymous said...

Dr...Hw ur define heaven??? I know that ur religion allows ur to take half of joys from liqours but doesn't that joys still fake...After all it is still bad...for health...religion is a cure doctor...Ya allah bless this guy that I love until a moment...Tho, I also does'nt follow all of ur perintah... At least, I try to convince himm... And bring him to meet ur in heaven ... Cos believes me doctor I am in mess n the only cure for this lovesick is only thru marriage or self-control...What I can do is very limited ...I dunno why I stuck here as well...I dunn what would be end...I might die of longing and sleepless night... While...in my heart as well, think that he should obey and maintain family friends bonding...I dunno la doctor it still hard to halau kau...I wish everything is well n I will let go b4 it's too late...K. dr... Babai~till then...dugaan2...mohon sabar...

Anonymous said...

My love cannot distract me from him.even in my weakest iman...I want to love someone in a way that I can become a good version of myself.I am too imperfect in reality.I am just ordinary person..who needs someone to talk to..Dr have ur ever heard the story of nabi ibrahim with the axe...If feel free to read...read it someday...I still dun want to paksa...teori of genesis...have ur read the embryology theory...I've read some of buddha says...everything so perfect and wise...I dunnola dr... I'm not a pendakwah...I am bad person ever...but at least I teach what have been teach for me before...I see ur as my target to convey invitation for islam...In reality, I just biase2 je...I even fail to make eye contact...gg...dr. I need to solat subuh it's been long I'm not cos tepedaya dgn dugaan dunia ni...moga hadirmu buat this person jadi insan baik...omg what dramala...till then k.babai...eew why tis life like tis man...

Anonymous said...

Don't get ur puisi last night...ur also move on with someone right? I never understand demographical history of eastern asia...especially folk's literature and religion...for me cainis ,korean,myanmar are mainly just culture only...forest got to studyla...gg...aa...I cannot forget ur...g mampus..ur're my first love but ur're monk...and I have song that similar with that feeling...tis song from chester see...k....1..2..3.. Down the road someone will ask me if I know ur....I'll pause for a moment and say that I've used too...D'idiotforestinlove...it ain't me...I think I don't wanna see ur in real life...it's totally shameful...

Anonymous said...

Oiii...please accept me...oh god, takpe siti khadijah pun pinang nabi...Oii...I dunno ur but I'm in love...study pun gg...I need to study...oi kau sdg betapa ka monk...ommmmm....lifetime scholar kunun...Oi....kalaula aku dtg sbgi ujian kau pun sama....ommmm...aku pun dulu mau jadi sufila... tp skg ak cam semberono...oi...I can see ur passion mau kejar title professor tu...wey...kalau aku gagal aku sign petition kau tauka...(Hahaha Wht tis life man...6 month jd stalker) wey masa aku tu...dulu pun aku mau jadi self-autodidact tp aku selalu gagal bagi masa...lg pun aku lonerwolf...woyyy...ommm...aduy mcm mana boleh jadi begini...N aku bkn pura2 jd forest kau tau ka(which is immature cos cinta tu fitrah manusia)...sab aku plg bodoh dkt matriks dulu...that weirdo shy loner...I love ur...so,love me back...I know I'm not worth it, I am definition of nothingness...mcm aku x suka spoil dekat org yg suka aku dlm fb tu...I guess mesti ur menyampah tgk org yg tdk give up dgn kau sab kau charm kunun...wahaha...so I cadangkan ur isthikarah mandangkan ur ni I think suda mencapai law attr manifestation rmi srt admire...wkk..I mean yeah ur know a giver...no one really like dumb ugly person ...I suggest ur pilih ssrg yg tlg ur masa susah bljr dulu...n I tak suka ur taking de zhaopian rapat dgn non muhrim...jarak tu jaga sikit 5 inci pun cukupla...gg nya ...whats wrg with me...oy aku pun mau belajarla...

Anonymous said...

Kaula ni punya kes aku terpaksa update status relationship rumit...jelleknya jugak kena nampak ba oleh keluarga... Wey serious wey malu..nnt org kata terhegeh-hegeh...bodohnya aku...ya allah what've ai done...with my live...I am going to be hurted sooner or later...wey..at least be in my shoe for a while, cos I still love ur from that day I stalk ur yg masa gerhana bulan lepas tu Kau pki tshirt hitam tu...yg ur cakap fairytale tu...then ur tgk mv summer love tu....wey I cannot forget ur and has done great resolution...wey cepat kawin naaaa...sblm semua sumandak sabah yg suka kau lalai...oh gg why ur even exist in this world...

Anonymous said...

Do ur by any chance has fallin love for one of my aunt??? That day, I saw a couple of patung mickey mouse...do ur believe I saw ur name and it many years back...have ur ever gives someone ur loves... such valentine presents perhaps??? I might slow learner n this could be a false memory retrieval...but gosh...I saw ur name on that mickey tags...S...M...
Btw...my aunt has gettin married with someone that look like her...I just believes my instinct....soooryyy
....

Anonymous said...

<3

Anonymous said...

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"
Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving
I'm not moving, I'm not moving
People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world
Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved
'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me (find that you're missing me)
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be (where on this earth I could be)
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet (to the place that we'd meet)
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
(I'm not moving) and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
(I'm not moving) thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
(I'm not moving) and you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/qldlOayQUNQ

Anonymous said...

Budak hot kau patut kawin ngan anak Sulung yah,... bab nanti menyampah tengok kau yg suda tua ni perangai mcm budak darjah 5...perasan hensem je lebih....~ Pakar NLP

Anonymous said...

I have 2 choices only:

1.Marry ur (will ur???)(Dugaan 1 lg faith)

2.Focus on my life until I meet ur someday in my best version (cos I now like tongkang pecah, mess in love 24 jam tgk muka kw je...bila la rasa mual, bosan, cuak tu dtg...mampusla aku...don't worry I have self- control...

Condition: wey...I wanna get married 20.02.2020...why so hard...aduy...I only want ur but hw come ur will lost all networking capability n ur will broke...hw can I make those things into reality...ya sincha, bikin malu...😑 memandangkan semua ni hangin'...I don't have option...which I have to have a great self-discipline n...go with plan no.2...wey I hope ur someday Allah bagi hidayah nnt I masuk neraka sbb perangaiku pun ugly sekarang...K I will reschedule my blogging, n social media now...I have to pilih option no.2....yah aku xle ada mentaliti loser mcm skg ni...Sincha gg...

Anonymous said...

I <3 ur cos Allah...
May allah bless ur with his rahmah...taufiq wa hidayah...

Anonymous said...

Allah is close to ur...cos he put a heart of his slave's remain devoted thru everyday of her life...he is the one who always protect ur n bless ur...may allah gives ur taufiq n hidayah...

Anonymous said...

Allah swt ada menyebut di dalam Surah Al-Hujurat ayat ke 13 yang bermaksud:

“Wahai umat manusia! Sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan kamu dari lelaki dan perempuan, dan Kami telah menjadikan kamu berbagai bangsa dan bersuku puak, supaya kamu berkenal-kenalan (dan beramah mesra antara satu dengan yang lain). Sesungguhnya semulia-mulia kamu di sisi Allah ialah orang yang lebih taqwanya di antara kamu, (bukan yang lebih keturunan atau bangsanya). Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui, lagi Maha Mendalam PengetahuanNya (akan keadaan dan amalan kamu).”

Anonymous said...

Ur will know someday...makan pun mcm mau muntah balik...why loving is suffer???

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/WLN6Z80SGcA

Anonymous said...

Wey...teach me hw to move on...it's hard to manifest action...wey...ur once young, briliant, n broke n right??? I love ur cos allah...cos I'm man who can't move...I need to studyla... What happen to me...if I talk too much here...I'm afraid one fine day I would be convicted...wey..I hope ur soon at the early thirthy found someone just like ur said right person,right time...cos life is like box of chocopandora...ur will never know??? Someone just find the jumanji box here...gg...don't worry I got Allah to protect me always...so the would no blues cos love wse...k...gudluck...babai...😎

Anonymous said...

I'll see ur soon...well... better than to say goodbye...I try my best ... When go library go to orange store there...buy roti yam at the front of the store...someone is miss ur everyday...selalunya aku akan beli vanilla tp pas axidentally terkenal kau yg stranger ni...kau coba jak makan roti tu...n jan lupa time azan berkumandang ada yg berdoa utk kw...sbb ndak tau hw come kau boleh rasa rindu dgn stranger yg ntah dtg dr mana...sesat...n jan lupa dat day I was caught put ur phdoto's as my desktop bg...tp xpo bab I da buang bab I jenis selalu cleaning laptop..can ur imagine...oh yah...abg no. 2 ur to handsome dr ur..gg...hensem dn nampak baik...(really is this me?? Wah,.. Aku x ckp berani cam ni kat alam nyata...)...K, I da move on...cos professional like me, diminish distraction such ur in my life...tq next...follow fb kau boring...kau sombong nak mampus butang tambah rakan pun takdok...kau tau aku lg minat dr zubaidi zulkifli...tmmrw is my last paper...I wish I can forget this stranger after holiday...babai...oh I am not exist in real life btw...tis feeling is no real...I quit social media now...babai...

Anonymous said...

Ini semua ko punya pasal...esok exam ko doalah yg keluar semua pasal jodoh...Inshaallah kompom A++...Kalau aku repeat paper next sem...Bear in mind,...I'll summon ur...I ought to study...Luckily, I am creative genius...I don't wanna be remember as the ur know... thru entire life...I am such briliant2 person...Yes I am...tis is al ur fault...I am rajin b4 this...Tis is not make sense...why even ur Exist in this world...I go to school...niat murni belajar...tp kau ni mcm racun perosak tiba2 jak muncul...Tis is al ur fault...ur will have to pay me someday...I gotta life to live...Goh yam yam sewel...(I am sorry)...sewel...

Anonymous said...

Dr...lets meet someday...I dunno wadehell happen to me...I just dreaming my dad said as we growing older our memory will loss...n after I got up ur stilk come first...inmy mind...I dunno why this happen...

Anonymous said...

Dr...I'm going home now...jika ada terkasar bahasa...mohon dikasi maaf yah.~GypseasIslander...Gudluck for everything...ur know death could be everywhere...I am sorry for such ugly feeling...maybe I was brought to hold scrt admire character only...till then~babai

Anonymous said...

Halo 😊... different person here...Tq for making me watching lots2 of ceramah, tho... I know I wasn't good enough...I know Allah must prepare some good ahead...maybe It could be the I'll be the best Daie one fine day...~lets live thro his accordance...may Allah bless ur...

Anonymous said...

Hey crush...don't worry I won't waste money to buy data for ur,...I am briliant ur know...and I am so lucky or maybe just luck...I will write till I get bored...may Allah bless ur day...ur know what... this is only hormonal teenage monkey love...this is obsession...and..I'll find someone far better than ur...ur're old n ur taste also boring, I will live my life to the fullest...ur know what money is roots of evil doesn't mean it mean happiness as well...love is power...when I gonna stop perasan I wonder...btw have a good day there, I wish ur can achieve ur goal...#YOLO

Anonymous said...

Why so haaaaardddd...I feel like stupid...why I like this...I need to get distracted....I need to priotize my life...

Anonymous said...

wey...are ur there??? reject me please...

Anonymous said...

Pacik good evening...god bless ur...hahahahah...apa2la pacik...gudluck!!!
Bukan pacik kenal sa pun...huahuahahha...I am so free here..btw...m just ghosting ur...

Anonymous said...

Don't forget secret admire, yah...when listen the man who can't be moved...cos I am listening to it now...

Anonymous said...

Allah is calling ur...the greatest call from the creator...

Anonymous said...

Don't get infected by Coronavirus yah...stay away and always keep safe distance from tourists...don't get close to them...😎

Anonymous said...

Crush, I got song for you...

https://youtu.be/nqmHQLY1iBE

Anonymous said...

This world is funny...The calling is still for ur...May Allah bless ur day...ur re lucky cos someone just have neuro-checking here...just remember me every 'azan subuh'...it is sign Someone remember ur...maybe Allah wants to show ur something thru his mess slave's...may all these thing not stay...I want my life back...

Anonymous said...

Wey,,, tell me about ur first love...I am too curious... Is she die? Ur're jilted? Btw, ur love song is bad...rely2 bad...ur re angau n ugly ...sooo ewww...gg...ur know what I pray ur bad luck then all the viruses come...cos I feel ur've taken halves of me... and I want it back cos I feel void...the mistakes is ofcos relying for the wrong person like ur...I think I need mri scan but it's ok m, is that all there is??? Still alive ma...no...wht if i tell ur I am battling leukimia stage 1 (no kidding)...Btw, I'm not bored yet until ur lost ur charm...ur know what ur photo 7 years ago...haha why so not like ur...ur must cryin a lots there...I am here as talking furnitures that one day surely damn expired,old,decompose...cos to live is also to die...tis only part of growing...everyone has imagination with their first love, but obviously it does not occur till the moment come...love is not easy is better to die alone someday, ur know what, I've been doing certain marriages cases research...n that was boring to inspect...human being need some emotional support that's why...but not all...wey...till then ~ Ur hater now. Ur now what I wish ur broken twice...cos I also want to get revenge...urthere...macam la kau tu kiut sangat...muntah I...ya allah tolong bagi kedut2 n jerawat dekat muka goh yam yam...kau ingat kau pendekar sana...bwuekk muntah muntah... Dr senyuman mu yg halves tu aku tau suda kau ni narsistik sepanjang zaman...passion kunun, professional diminish distraction n focus kunun...yela tu... Pdah...take care honey...😂 hmm, I don't care n will embrace my own pain...as a secret admire ..play the role man...

Anonymous said...

I have a vision ur're now at airport...

Anonymous said...

If only I can say I love ur...n then ur say: no I dun love ur...and all these feeling forever gone kan senang...knpla hidup ni komplikated nak mampus...ini adalah penyeksaan dan kekejaman realiti hidup yg nyata...kau ingat senang... I need tranqullizer,inhaler, and coffin just in case...

Anonymous said...

Crush when ur going to love me back...crush everyday I remember ur day n night...oo crush...where are ur...? Don't worry crush I am expert at escaping from someone...so,ur wouldn't find me in real world...oo crush, I wonder when I am going to be pm malaysia..this is huge challenge...I have read 3 books tis holiday...I..need to be prime minister...I hope ur don't falling in love first...crush I am so afraid seeing ur as budak hot now...ogg...I'm going to lose u...Crush please don't fell in love...crush I am afraid ur will be fall with someone bdk hot also....crush don't crush... I beg ur...crush I oso looking when ur going to get hidayah...crush I wont give up...tho, I blm mandi 2 hari...crush love me back...till I bcome pm...ye...just wait me...heheheh...have a good day yah...

Anonymous said...

Yah,,,gg my mom said if not reply stop...my bro said I'm doing crzy thing everyday...yes definitely i'm going to move on...I don't have anybody to talk than my own head...ur know what ...I told my mom bout my crush n she never get angry...
Dr. Tis is my move on song...I will stop when something else distract me away...but for now ur're big distraction everrr...

https://youtu.be/HmP_TtxTwSk

Btw...I'm going to forget ur someday...

Anonymous said...

Gudnite ur...don't worry I will pray so that all viruses hilang serta merta...So that,ur don't have to do overrrwork anymore...yakin yah...😬😴

Anonymous said...

Honey,, I've pray today...I don't want to hide my pray... tho, they said hiding pray is much more ikhlas...honey, I am lazy in real life as I born in a creative genius fam...honey...may allah bless ur today...ganbate...don't worry I am not idiot to put ur in the first place in my heart charts...obviosly 1.Allah 2.parents 3. Ur...hehehe...but ur actually try to dominate them now...N I should be careful cos it could prob org ke-3... Honey have a good day today yah...honey I love ur everyday...till a moment I dunno but someday ur said love will expired right??? Honey let's be good together so that we can enter jannah...wokey...till then ~Ur secret admire...huhuhu bye honey...(I am shy in real life tho)...

Anonymous said...

*Obviously

Anonymous said...

Please don't die first...always remember to keep the distance...argh...why on the earth ur working public...ur're vulnerable now...

Anonymous said...

Hey wont ur check my wordpress, I wrote few my dreams that relates to ur...I also don't believe such thing...I see a lots of death body...I always have nightmares at 3.am. don't find me in real life btw...haha

Anonymous said...

Take care...😭

Anonymous said...

I'm sad everyday can'tlet ur go out of my mind...ur make me questioning myself who am I...take tis heart n please do feel sad too...shouldn't cry for stranger like ur...watch this video n feel wut I feel...I don't count the date well now...tis is nonsense...I've wasted my time a lot...

https://youtu.be/3V3rmDG5J8A

Anonymous said...

Kamu patut cuba kaji al-quran...

Anonymous said...

Saya tanak ada kaitan dgn kamu lagi...

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

7.. <3, it's morning again n wake up exactly in prayer time...I'll keep writes until everything gone...may allah ease and bless ur day...today...

Anonymous said...

Will ur marry me?

Anonymous said...

Jangan demam nahh...take care manusa...

Anonymous said...

Cicak bising wey..telinga sensitif...napela asal bgn jam 3 trs igt kau ni...ish3...igt mau sambung tp seram wey...wut do they want? Hmm...

Anonymous said...

<3 (hehehe)😶

Anonymous said...

Take care...<3😅~ Secret admire...huhuhu

Anonymous said...

I hope everything is okay there...well..I gotta plan my life cronos...tp kan destiny is destiny...yes we can plan n set our goal...but I think we also let the thing happen...I'm going out today, I dunnola why peoples alwys call me kakak n pn..hell ya, am just 22 guys...n it is my first exposure this hlday...I read book to avoid akward situation...yaw it's going to night again...

Anonymous said...

Susah doh, membimbing kau ni, famili sndr pun gagal dibimbing...akupun hancur...I cannot see my future here...susah tau mau dapat kemanisan iman tu bila suda biasa buat maksiat...banyak berhibur..padahal ndak sedar maut tu di hujung halkum suda....I fed up...my iman is still weak, I can't be pm cos I have social phobia...ur will never be mine...babai...bukan senang mau istiqamah...matila ni masuk neraka sama22...sab kau punya pasal la ni...melalaikan...Don't wory I'll pray ur will found someone that have same vision n race...amin...(waw sa suda makin bijak buat keputusan) ...hehehe

Anonymous said...

No....I won't give up...I'll show how both thing will work...I can make it...to protect both...I'll bcome pm n show ur someday...but, please do stay single n avalaible till the time come....😎 gudnite honey...Sleep earleier yah...I'll love ur as always...💘😊

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/iUG-_sK-tBs got ur some ove song.

Anonymous said...

Keep pray...whenever ur listen to azan subuh it is a great call. Time transition bween each waktu is very important...remind us that life is just too short...I love u that's all I don't need to forget neither put some hopes...the greatest loves language is dua hw beautiful pun every arts of words...#Cintateragung.

Anonymous said...

Budak hot brp tinggi kau? (heheh 😅).. Sa mau tunjuk gmbr mamak sa dgn ko...manala tau serupa ngan mukakmu masa kecik...(am I blind here?)...

Anonymous said...

Kau ni bikin jatuh maruah org seja...dunia ni tebalik suda...kau pikir kau ni hot sangat?
Pdah...budak hot....take care...I hate ur so bad...

Anonymous said...

Ilove ur not bcos I'm depress...it's that ur love that make me anxious n depress everyday...n am a muslim n that was so bad...cos love is'nt come as ur want it to go ...So let it go, let it fall, let it fly...ur re just part of biggest test for my life...well everyone gotta their life to live...someday I wish it go...

Anonymous said...

I give ur ceramah here...

https://youtu.be/82VXersUcJM

We're born to love Allah.
Human are fragile...centre of heart is for Allah,while, other compartment should be given equally to right person....
Btw, ur just human n could die anytime...ur re alone in this world.

Anonymous said...

Dr, I come with reason...great power lead me here...cmonla dr, if I so lonely, I can just play game n vigo or any dating site..blog is 'kuno'
Not very popular...great power that belongs every human soul...I see ur having some tough year...tis year...dr, I was blessed born as muslim, tho not really practice one, Dr old already, I just want ur to know that in our religion, ur lucky if ur reverted muslim, ur re considered as newborn with no sins at al...dr tis world is not cycle that's why extinction ther...I also read some buddhist quotes quite great...I feel wow so damn beaitiful...thing is ur just have good habits...than other...forget bout love here...sometime ur just let the life happen n throw all dissaointment...not al life have hepy ending...k.that's al...I writes bout ur quotes fews months back...later I check....

Anonymous said...

3.00 am wake up n missing this dr stranger n nanny too ...patutnya bangun trs tahajjud ....I'm not that pious ...I try to find that docx. doc...ur said bout nirvana fews month back l...don't find me in real life doc...I

Anonymous said...

Yes...jumpa...huhu...I wanna to wwrites book that time...ur know saja...don't wanna to sent ur full 1 page...."Kebanyakan manusia tidak mengerti ttg erti kematian, sehingga kematian mulai menjemput, begitulah keamtian kematian serinflg datang dan pergi sehingga mengajar manusia makna mendalam kehidupan serta sesuatu yg mereka hilang.Kehidupan boleh mjd kejam spt itu.Pengakhirannya suatu hadiah" (10.00pm 1 july 2019)...hell ya ayat tu dtg dr hjg ayat ni rupanya...hmm...mmg sah2 trpgaruh...kla dr...I dunno la dr...maybe ur sprvsr has died here...dr, islam is the most simple way to practice yet easy...ur know I still want to convey dakwah even hancur in real life...it's ur luck la dr....cos allah turn someone heart to invites ur even that person also....hmmm...boleh buang p laut merah....kla dr...I will stop 1 day...😈 I dunno why m like this...tiba2 sa ikut apa yg hati sa cakap jak dr...yg bolak balik hati n naik turun iman tu kali suruh...k dr...bye2 till then~s.adm....may allah bless ur day...everything is gling smooth...allah is close with ur, when ur have problem or tested....gudluck😎

Anonymous said...

Dr...tis is calling for ur...allah loves ur...can ur hear the azan...it's for ur...to turn to allah....

Anonymous said...

Islam does not belong to malay..only those really practice...strict yet ur will know someday...I go on with my own feeling, as I know life is always chance n people can change...n allah can open any door as an opportunity...ur don't judge someone by wher they come..but hw much far they effort to improve...I can imorove myself..I believe...thing is I start to not mingle with anyone now...believe me I've been mix with truly oractice born muslim...tho my fam is left behind in literacy n scbg...I know islam is the best way of liviing...don't stop me now...there is always hikmah thru this disastrous love...believe me, everyone can do a good thing together as they keep their faith...I, u does notbelong to ourown family...our centre of heart d are designated for our oen creator...have ur heard umar khattab story?...

Anonymous said...

Here I give ur another ceramah...

https://youtu.be/vpYMLAjFP5Q

Quite fun for me, I wish I am their lil girl here...but m not my family still part of test...even some reverted much more better than born one...remember, life is always bout journey...our belief determines our end destination...r. ur sure someday ur will become a butterfly...this world is impermanent that's why temperature is keep rising...this world will be reach it's limits...I believe ur re good learner than me...why not... gain some perspective...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/O6mHfz7oCQo

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/DxL8ZUccjJk

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/GF2OQ4ivms0

Anonymous said...

yy...I see my math tecet tday...he is old now I can see his eyebrows start todecline n the is age line in his face...I am not looking to having conversation as I not dare to do so, I only pray in my heart may allah bless my tecet...I think n realize n automatically, remember ur that reaching 30this year...I don't care if it''s a day, a month n a year...we re bound to aging n death... One fine day wherever I live n wherever ur re...ur will alwys be in my heart n heck I don't want to swear this lot...

Anonymous said...

N m wnt to tell ur, that I m bit upset bout ur post last2 night...tho,it is a normality for ur...it's better for someone lower his gaze...a man that never himself tempted by short range of beauty... a man...he is gentlemen....n please be that gentlemen...cos ur look cheap last night...remember the hispanic latinos girl that ur have watched by ur fews month back....o gg ur re so selfish_...yy don't do free sins...go find the 'halal one' n focus to builts ur own legacy,after all the wisdom age...women is only part of test...real warrior doesn't even care....they got big ambition than a women...protect ur kecinaan tu...son...oh son...hahaha...

Anonymous said...

<3

Anonymous said...

Ignore me...I am just psychosis child...

Anonymous said...

D day where I start to doubt why I'm love ur n why even can't move on...dunia ni mcm2...adakah patut aku llak over sini....ish3

Anonymous said...

https://muslim.okezone.com/amp/2019/10/21/614/2119773/kisah-mualaf-gadis-pemabuk-masuk-islam-setelah-ditantang-puasa?page=3

Anonymous said...

http://ibnatalhidayah.blogspot.com/2008/07/how-i-came-to-islam-part-1.html?m=1

Anonymous said...

https://www.thestar.com.my/news/nation/2018/06/07/convert-shares-her-experience-vietnamese-chose-islam-because-concept-of-fasting-appealed-to-her/

Anonymous said...

https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/acts-of-faith/wp/2017/10/26/the-real-reason-muhammad-ali-converted-to-islam/?outputType=comment

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/pKaCcDY5aVM

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/NiBiCfULUOU

Anonymous said...

Cv : Hadith:
Dari ‘Abdullah bin ‘Amru, ia berkata : “Janganlah kalian membunuh katak, karena suaranya adalah tasbiih. Dan jangan kalian membunuh kelelawar, karena ketika Baitul-Maqdis roboh ia berkata : ‘Wahai Rabb, berikanlah kekuasaan padaku atas lautan hingga aku dapat menenggelamkan mereka” [Diriwayatkan oleh Al-Baihaqiy dalam Al-Kubraa 9/318 & Ash-Shughraa 8/293 no. 3907 & Al-Ma’rifah hal. 456 – Al-Baihaqiy berkata : “Sanadnya shahih”].[2]

Anonymous said...

Haha...so shame...I dream again it is nversity arena walk in great stadium...quite like opers n theathre...rely wonderland-like...I see meghan n thor...I run from ther with another n use to meet with anti social guy who also run from nthe arena...an army of fast flyer chasin me....n then the second dream come wher I met my friend we walk together n supposely we are having oversea project....but not approve as not all member are agreed...We live in an perfect building wher our robot-like horse come (rely nice n it has red color) n rely super cool...But thing goes wrong when the robot eat everything I throw including my shoe n ...I also dream a rely overprotective child that living in a hkuse...everything see fantastic n like living in a movie...i can see the door,the water, the blue painted wall of the house...that's all...btw, dr don't ur wonder why someone never give up to tell ur almost everything??? Hmm...I also never gt myself...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/Ee43gvZ5Txk

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

https://vernonchan.com/love-hate-friendship-and-forgiveness-muallaf/

Anonymous said...

https://www.nst.com.my/news/2016/06/152087/chinese-mualaf-sisters-relishing-experience-ramadan-fasting

Anonymous said...

https://hannahthoughtswisdom.wordpress.com/2016/08/23/alhamdulillah-story-of-muallaf/


I guess this person might be the wife's of adun merotai...hmm.....hannah ibrahim...

Anonymous said...

https://muslim.okezone.com/read/2019/09/25/614/2109109/kisah-mualaf-lebih-nyaman-di-turki-penyanyi-amerika-tinggalkan-negaranya

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/59vy1c1C--0

hmm..this is not good...cos the main reason to convert is marriage...it is very fragile n women also still not wearing any veil...can pray allah put pure intention n them someday...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/hAikeOKUxlo

tis one is good..

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/CcxzIE4xxrI

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/CHLcfTXd0FE

this one 15 yrs old teenager from the trinity college...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/Or3-6XSrvYY

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/pZrgWZxHin8

"a creation once it's become creation, it's not a creator...."

Anonymous said...

Oi ur re my true love...I found ur first...I am sooooo confident....don't ur even try to die n go with someone else....

Anonymous said...

I will wait ur...until go funeral...why. thie life is so dissapointing....

Anonymous said...

Today I dreamt my I gives my sister chocolate...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/VZ90J6nCkSE

don't asks the highest...only practice someone teaching?

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/VZ90J6nCkSE

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/C-c9d97wtXg

Anonymous said...

https://www.islamreligion.com/videos/10992/mary-ann-gooi-pei-pei-former-buddhist-malaysia/

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Anonymous said...

feeling that killing almost everyday,,, when I see ur...I feel real...ur gotta help me with this I cannot be disturbed by this... n this is not right...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/e8Wo1PoB1XE

this is hussain yee one of the former buddhist one...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/oKe0SV8N7b4

this is japanese muslim...

Anonymous said...


https://youtu.be/lhld5xtg-_M

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/lZ7W6D1hKu8

shahadah in kuwait...I remember yazid his also mix kuwait, my roomate nan's pengyou..I use to listen a lots bout him , but currently his already got another gf...well, his mother is run back to kuwait...currently working in kk under the kastam departmentt...my friend now has an idol dylan wang...basically i have an opportunity once she invites me to fsmp n a lots of cainis there...n guess what he shows me someone whose look like dylan wang...i don;t really have idol cos they are expensive n i couldn't afford them...I only have one roomate in my first year of studies... I loves to be anynomous....lalalalala....i wonder my roomate have so many aidols... jung kook,n so on...I think m going to tanam sayur in future...btw as m say i am loner n it's going to be challenging for semester forward...

Anonymous said...

I am going to teach ur all of the knowledge bout my religion...I will make it crystally clear for ur...

Anonymous said...

https://www.truth-seeker.info/guided-atheists/from-buddhist-to-agnostic-to-muslim/

this one he didn't tell her mom but it's been years he practiced islam...what a lucky person,
he is a teacher...it is remind me of one chinese add math teacher, while i am in secondary school...his fam name is hee..he use to wear baju selangor n slack like everyday...very queit n calm person...I dunno what his religion n he looks so calm..quite secretive n funny..he is now in sarawak maybe bout 7 to 6 years back...what a humble person...he never teaching me..n i was form 1 during that time...ur know what the inquisitiveness and the interests in reading n thinking itself mostly they'll find the truth...hidayah is only for the seeker, while it's sometime bless disguise in life trials and turbulence...

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Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/ZU0Qy1fD9QM

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/CzQSNCx3M0M

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/x7sgjGfnfYg

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/NgSORz9RpfI

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/_RaNYRUv-Lo

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/igLm0IfRMlY

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/WEIx9oZlKLs

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/SPIw4-cdAyM

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/9Mdqs_Nn1Ic

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/GxqYv0Fs5MY

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/QCq6rMAECLA

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/9hejVmfJ8as

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/ht2zxAGsW-s

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/f2WDRrSXlmg

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/f2WDRrSXlmg

Anonymous said...

I've spent my whole day finding some good resources, I am going to make it sufficient resources here...I learn n I share...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/4oY6nhPpXnU

This one is the Jewish professor...he just loves reading n thinking...mostly is a student of philosophy that researching every religion n finally choose my religion...prof...

Anonymous said...

joseph al khattab jewish..

https://youtu.be/9tFEqMlMAIk

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/GPChC6SF3PA

madam lousia chong n jay ibrahim...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/Cv9VMLw_ZXo

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/Ef5ReWH8EaM

Brother lim..

Anonymous said...

Age:
29 years 7 months 15 days
or 355 months 15 days
or 1545 weeks 6 days
or 10,821 days
or 259,704 hours
or 15,582,240 minutes
or 934,934,400 seconds

Age:
21 years 3 months 12 days
or 255 months 12 days
or 1110 weeks 4 days
or 7,774 days
or 186,576 hours
or 11,194,560 minutes
or 671,673,600 seconds

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/-DtjbLYGo54

Journey of muallaf tanslates quran to contemporary english...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/C7W9P5ktOYU

Anonymous said...


https://youtu.be/rvr0FczstFw

Anonymous said...

"I have left with you two things which, if you follow them, you will never go astray: the Book of God and the sunnah of His Prophet".~ Muhammad s.a.w

Anonymous said...

ur re ***.

Anonymous said...

In the Name of God, the Merciful, the
Beneficent. (1)
Praise be to God, the Lord of all the
worlds. (2)
The Compassionate, the Merciful. (3)
Master of the Day of Judgement. (4)
You alone do we worship and to You alone
do we turn for help. (5)
Guide us on the straight path. (6)
The path of those on whom You have
bestowed Your favours, not those who have
incurred Your wrath, nor those who have
gone astray. (7)

Anonymous said...

Alif, lām, mīm. (1)

This is the Book; there is no doubt about
it, a guidance For the God-fearing. (2)
Those who believe in what lies beyond the
reach of human perception, observe Prayer
and give of what We bestow upon them.
(3)
Those who believe in what has been
revealed to you and what was revealed
before you, and are certain of the Hereafter.
(4)
Those follow their Lord’s guidance, and
they shall surely prosper. (5)
For the unbelievers, it is alike whether you
forewarn them or not, they will not accept
the faith. (6)
God has sealed their hearts and ears; their
eyes are covered; and a grievous punishment awaits them (7)

Anonymous said...

I swear by the declining day, (1)
that man is a certain loser, (2)
except for those who have faith and do righteous
deeds and counsel one another to follow the truth
and counsel one another to be patient in adversity.
(3)

Anonymous said...

Say: He is God, the One and only God (1)
the Eternal, the Absolute. (2)
He begets none, nor is He begotten, (3)
and there is nothing that could be compared to
Him. (4)

Anonymous said...

Say: I seek refuge in the Lord of mankind, (1)
the King of mankind, (2)
the God of mankind, (3)
from the mischief of the slinking prompter, (4)
who whispers in the hearts of mankind, (5)
from among jinn and mankind. (6)

Anonymous said...

Say: I seek refuge in the Lord of the Daybreak,
(1)
from the evil of anything that He has created; (2)
from the evil of darkness when it gathers; (3)
from the evil of the conjuring witches; (4)
from the evil of the envious when he envies. (5)

Anonymous said...

When God’s help and victory come, (1)
and you see people embracing God’s religion in
large numbers (2)
then extol your Lord’s limitless glory, and praise
Him, and seek His forgiveness. He is the One
who accepts repentance. (3)

quran is always factual...eeven according to the current statistic...

Anonymous said...

‘Oh soul at peace! (27)
Return to your Lord, well pleased and well
pleasing. (28)
Enter, then, together with My servants! (29)
Enter My paradise!’ (30)

Anonymous said...

Your Lord surely observes all. (14)

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