Wednesday, May 2, 2012

1st of May - the night of Erethism

4 am now... post-Labour's day... manifested with erethism (anxiety, timidity, paranoia, phobia, shyness etc.)


Initially was just planning to let it be an ordinary day, just as usual... (other than have to preparing for the Occupational Health exam later)... Too bad, I'm unable to do so. Someone, somethings were just keeping reminiscent in the mind & heart... 





Woke up at this time, playing this song... 




"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU"


Just want to share it with you...
Dedicated to a person I love(d?)(ing?)





If I got down on my knees and I pleaded with you
If I crossed a million oceans just to be with you
Would you ever let me down?

If I climbed the highest mountain just to hold you tight
If I said that I would love you every single night
Would you ever let me down?

Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda sad, it's just that
Worried, so worried
That you let me down

[Chorus]
Because I love you, love you
Love you, so don't let me down

If I swam the longest river just to call your name
If I said the way I feel for you would never change
Would you ever fool around

Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda bad, just that
Worried, 'cause' I'm so worried
That you let me down

[Chorus]
Well I'm sorry if it sounds kinda bad, just that
Worried, 'cause' I'm so worried
That you let me down

1st of May, the Labour's day, it should be our Anniversary... Happy(?) Anniversary :)
(Yea... You probably have forgotten... )


They told me:
-Relationships are like glass, sometimes its better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
-Life would be much simpler if I didn't care so much.
-Don't keep running back to the one person that you need to walk away from.
-Everyone in life is got to hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain.
-Don't waste your life trying to get back what was taken away.
-Being with someone that doesn't treat you right isn't love, it's stupidity.
-Don't make time for people who don't make time for you.
-Staying with someone who doesn't appreciate you isn't loyalty, its stupidity.
-Don't waste so much time and effort on people who didn’t deserve it.
etc.


They're probably true... so true and rational... They asked me to stop... They said it should be an end now... knowing that you're in his arm now...


I know... I know... I know... 


Sigh, truth may not lead us to where we thought we were going, but it will always lead us somewhere better. no struggle no progress? Yes. As if I don't know the pain? LOL... I always believe, believe with my all heart... that I will do what I were made to do...


Forgiveness, as for me, is the final form of love... The way to learn to love, is simply by loving...


Hmmm... The questions are always that complicated but the answers are simple. 


Hello, Mr Yam Yam? LOL... =.= Don't laugh Yam!!!


Stop Yam Yam, Stop...


Back to your study!!!


*p.s. : 
to all my dear friends that are concern and care about me, 
Don't worry, I'm happy and peace now... =) 
I never seeks for happiness, I simply found it... with the inner peace I'm having now. I'm calm, as compared to anytime before this. 


don't need a perfect relationship, I just need someone who won't give up on me...







300 comments:

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Anonymous said...

There's nothing left to try. Though it's gonna hurt, there's no other way than to say goodbye.

Anonymous said...

add oil~ anyway, nice song! =)

Anonymous said...

what doesnt kill u made u stronger =))

Anonymous said...

我怎么都觉得你写的东西看了会让人不知觉的把责任是怪在那个女生身上。。
如果你是真心喜欢她
请不要在分手后,还一直旧事重提。。
纯粹个人感想。。
要删要留,悉随尊便 =)

Anonymous said...

Don't trust too much, don't hope too much, and don't love too much.
Because that TOO MUCH can hurt you SO MUCH.


J.Y.

Anonymous said...

聚有时,分有时,来有时,去有时。施主,世事不过过眼云烟,要学会看开,放下。

Yam Yam said...

@Anonymous 1 :
=) Thanks for your advices... I'll let it be, let it be... Something meant to be will mean to be...
ps: haha... btw, you're? Can write short form of your name de... >.<

@Anonymous 2 :
=) Thanks for the visit to my blog... Hope you enjoy the song too~
ps: haha... mind to let me know who you're?

@Anonymous 3 :
=) I will keep improving myself...

@Anonymous 4 :
=) 您错了,没有人要怪谁。我不懂您是怎么诠释,但这些文字本无此意。

您说的分开了,没错。。。但,旧事重提与否,我看了您的评论后,再重新阅读一遍这些在凌晨时辑写的文字(纯粹有感而发的文字,半夜起来在准备考试当儿,即席而写的文字),有提到的所谓旧事,也是5月1号是个对我本身而言深具特别意义的日子而以。。。其他的,大多是我个人的期许/藐念。。。半杯水,有人说其半杯满,有人说起半杯少。。。无论如何,多谢您的评论。。。

ps: 可否署名?>_< 或short form也好。哈哈。。。

@J.Y. :
=) Thank you J.Y. for your comment. It's uncountable thingy, don't have to really measure anyway... for me...

@Anonymous 5 :
=) 受教。区区在下红尘俗人,总难逃七情六欲。该要脱尘总该脱尘,我会精进自己。受教、受教。

Anonymous said...

一言既出,驷马难追。施主切记要精进。可以回头看,但是不要杵在原地不走。往前...往前...该过去的就该过去,还拥有的,将拥有的,好好珍惜。

无名五号

Wei Han said...

lol, 原来同是天涯沦落人.
被爱是幸福的,但爱人也同样幸福.
If you find happiness from loving that person, then carry on;
if sadness and sorrow are the only things you obtain, then it's time to open up yourself and be grateful, at least you had those good memories together. Just another 'truth',easy to say but difficult to do. haha. have a nice day.:)

Anonymous said...

ops, i just saw ur post on today !!! how r u so far after 5 months? i personally believe that if u r still care for the old memory, it is going to tear u apart, perhaps it is a poison that is going to kill u slowly, just let it happened, why dun u just give up and search for new memory and perhaps even better than the old one tat is waiting for u just right in front of you, but u keep on blindly looking back to what had been broken into pieces, time passed and i hope u r healing now and perhaps had completedly healed,

Anonymous said...

炎炎,
一两个月前,订阅了你的面书。好欣赏你的文笔,想交个朋友。发了 friend request, 但没下文。你的面书也没能让人留个讯息。看来你大概只接受认识的人吧。恰巧知道你有这么一个部落格,还好可以留个言。我并非要对你文章中所隐藏的信息议论一番,纯属欣赏你的文采。若有机会,当然希望可以和你交个朋友,聊聊医学的东西,还是什么的。:)
”虽说旁观者清,却并非当局者。虽说感同身受,却并非刻画在自个心上。解铃的不一定是系铃人,或许是那么一位过客,触碰了开关,让你顿悟了从前不了解的。每位走进我们生命里的人,都带着上帝预先安排的一个使命。是什么?珍惜每位出现的人吧。“
~惜缘~

Anonymous said...

暗恋...To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring on ourselves.” Federico García Lorca, Blood Wedding.

Nurain Robilto said...
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Anonymous said...

Doctor I love ur.

Anonymous said...

I dunno hw to say... Loves drives a person craze.I will start to write my feeling here... Cos I am shy...31 Mei 2019.I dunno I start to feel it. Suffer... Ur probably not notice tisbcomment...

Anonymous said...

They said if ur love someone just be true yourself.6 months passed, yet the feeling is still can't be erased... Why?... I also dunno..Hai yam yam (yakkk...I am akward). I am me... Maybe I am to late to be born ...while ur're not in peak of ur career... Haha.. Jellek..
I a muslim... Well... Love is blind and blinding as well..

Anonymous said...

I wish ur could find me here...

Anonymous said...

Haha.. I am so funny...

Anonymous said...

Oi!doktor... Love me back... Huhu...I don't have choice... It's not easy to forget...yeye...boleh comment anynomous... Woohoo... Nobody will trace me... I am a shy girl... What's the love btw... It's oknto love one sided way... I'm okay...

Anonymous said...

Hi dr, I have a Self-control now...I dunno why I fall for ur... It's ugly, mcm takdok laki melayu t'akhir... Don't worry doc, my love somehow...maybe one fine day, I'll see ur smile behind a nice lady just like ur... Well, maybe it is not right time...I am very2 poor just now... Wait for me doc, until I become a self-sufficient billionaire...ur're ugly tho, when ur upload older women singing olds song...bye2 dr. Till then.... ~Ur secret admire - 1 Dec 2019

Anonymous said...

Woi ! Gudmorning pak cik! It's ok to talk to machine~Secret admire

Anonymous said...

I don't have idea why m like this... Pathetic...

Anonymous said...

It's obsession, I knew it... I have OCD... You must go away... Go away... Ur re racist...I can see it ...ur political ideology...chinese is not centre of universe...ur never upload on uyghyur or gaza... Ofcos ur said ur're state doctor but simple2 humanity issue like that pun ur didn't upload... K... Ur might see me as aunt tukang sapu psikopat when ur move to pp later... Hehe~secret admire.... Belief me all seret admire has big glasses and rhodensial teeth... (ketawa jahat)

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/Qzc_aX8c8g4

Anonymous said...

It is hard to love someone.

Anonymous said...

Yep, so hard.

Anonymous said...

Why don't you try looking for tis girl???

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/_5TJcaHO2gU

Anonymous said...

Pak cik g dating ke? Wahaha, tunggu saya jadi perdana menteri baru saya pinang pak cik mcm son of naza... Sesungguhnya betapa broke saya skrg...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/P8jOQUsTU9o

Anonymous said...

Time is very precious...Once its gone it's... You're nothing special for me...Maybe it is you... I'll always remind myself where I came from... I'll start focus on my life...When ur love someone... Time slowed...It's better to stay unknown for someone whose impossible to be loved... Right person... Right time... See ya... Hope ur well n enjoy youblife...~The Idiot

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/vGJTaP6anOU

you should listen to tis song...it made for you...if ur died someday, I'll play tis song at ur funeral..don't worry I am not psycho nor socio...kbai...gotta go, do some homework...crushing ni mmg sial...like zombie...like tolonglah hantuk kepala dekat dinding...sumpah...aku ndak akan jatuh cinta ataupun crush2 lg lepas ini...sial..astaga...

Anonymous said...

Happy holiday...

Anonymous said...

Kau layan syakla lagu ni...

https://youtu.be/zUIPLIOOZMw

Wohoho... semua akan jadi sejarah lepas kita dan manusia sezaman mati... Dr kau syak tu... Aku ndak kisah pun cakap mcm ni selama2nya...nampak hodoh dan terdesak... Tp biarlah...mesti kau pernah rasa move on jugak... Expired... Kla... Bkn kau jak mesti diingat di dunia ni...

Anonymous said...

Wey... go have some life partner b4 ur have heart attack...don't worry this is not me... Life is really2 complicated... Thus, make it simple then... I wonder why I have this thought... Happy gettin older...(ggnya jugak aku ni.. )

Anonymous said...

4.30,3.30,3.30 am someone just do the same thing everyday...ur re living in someone mind...just want to let ur know...why this world is bad??? This is still nonsense...

Anonymous said...

Another great call here...remember the longing sense a strong when it's subuh calls...

Anonymous said...

Saya nak kamu rasa apa yg saya rasa sekarang...kamu ada koneksi dengan saya. bila kamu dapat sign tersebut saya cuba untuk menghuibungi kamu hampir setiap hari...kamu tahu hidup boleh mjdkan seseorang sesiapa berlaku sesuatu peristiwa yg sentiasa mengejutkan...saya sangat beruntung...kerana apa yg saya lalui masih lagi ringan bebanannnya iaitu sekadar tidak mampu melupakan kamu selama berbulan-bulan...saya pun tidak menjangkakan hal tersebut akan terjadi...saya cuba utk berhenti ttp spt ada urusan yg x terlunas...

Anonymous said...

saya tak minta kamu utk jumpa saya di dunia nyata...dan saya takkan pernah bersedia...cukup tahu kita hidup pada dekad yg sama...

Anonymous said...

kamu percaya tak pertolongan allah ada kait rapat dgn uyghyur...kamu takkan dapat lihat tuhan...selagi belum masanya...islam bukan milik sesuatu bangsa ataupun kaum...ia tersebar melalui kawasan tertentu yg bermula pada tanah jazirah...

Anonymous said...

I feel ur just right person tho...but hell ya...ur ignore me...cos I am low class...stubborn nye budak...don't listen to such song from other women...oh god, I've feel lose by awek2 cainis comel than me....hish x guna la awak ni...susah mengajak org degil cam kau ni...susah...fed up I...I hate ur so bad...damn bad...😭😭😭😭....goh yam yam budak degil...

Anonymous said...

Born to be ur stalker...😎

Anonymous said...

Almost death stalkin...

Anonymous said...

Sibuk jer hal org len...ish3...

Anonymous said...

Wher ur going today?

Anonymous said...

Pacik i love ur....hehehe..

Anonymous said...

Why evebmn I born? N meet someone like ur to waste much of my time...is that al ther is???

Anonymous said...

...I hopes ur find a soulmates just like ur face n ur belief soon...amin ...~S.A.😉 ganbate...Don't worry there would time for me to exactly boring....gud luck la...k babai...

Anonymous said...

Gudluck!😎...don'be sad there...I got indtinct ur know....n hpy cny...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/sPM1XLdFh20

Anonymous said...

Oxytocin breaks down emotional barriers, making people feel comfortable and getting them to “drop their guard.” Oxytocin is what creates that sense of attachment we feel to another person when we're falling in love. ... Sexual pleasure and romantic attachment release the same bundle of chemicals....truth is this is only hormonal and it will definitely stop one day...puiii...I doin't love ur..Ijust depress teenage...bleh blah..hahaha

Anonymous said...

Love is a Choice More than a Feeling. Most of us tend to focus on falling in love and use the feeling of love to determine the duration of a relationship. Falling in love is easy to do, almost effortless, but losing that loving feeling is not that hard to do, either. ... Feelings, however, can be fleeting....

yes2 love is a choice ur don't deserve good girl like me...ur deserve tiktok bebeh...shuhhh..

Anonymous said...

A Study Shows That We Fall In Love with 3 People in Our Lifetime and Each One Has A Specific Reason. A study has shown that a person can fall in love at least three times in their lifetime.

tis one,... 1. bio tcr 2. mt lect 3.eng tcr 4.cny int std..

ur no 5...

Anonymous said...

love gives you energy. When you are with the right person, you feel like doing more not only for the person you love but also for yourself. ... Love makes you feel better. Even if you are in perfect health, having a loving person in your life makes it sweeter.

obviosly, i writes poem to much...nope love makes ur dying everyday...sleeplees, over spent, over listening to love song, over attending ceramah jodoh,over read couple stories...overly yang energy cos ur always wake up exactly at 3 am and crazy...it is worse n waste...I write ur name a lots and throw the paper...one of them in shallom river park...I did it a lots....wadeheckk...

Anonymous said...

true love can also be defined as you how you act in a relationship with someone. True love is about meeting each other's expectations and loving each other with trust, acceptance, and support. True love is about treating someone with the kind of respect that they deserve because you view them in a loving manner....

nope ur don't treat me hell ya...ur are rubbish...i moved on...but trust me if ur in my dream ur did the same thing...like god want to give ur prophet dream...hell ya i am not prophet..love is blind...i

Anonymous said...

ur jellek la dr...tiru orgla tu trip2 having beard...psychological facts doesnt trick me la...i am expert la...

Anonymous said...

dr can ur believe me....its been months... i think, I onbly sleep 2 hours perday...am I really human???

Anonymous said...

Islam knows human nature...that's why they protect a woman...inagine if ur see sexy girl....gg...dr have ur heard uthmaniyah history of sultan muhammad 5....zaqhanus n king of constantine try to trick him with present n beautiful women....he refuse the king's people...zaqhanus finally revert there...do ur thing this world happen w/o any reason?

Anonymous said...

I want to watch ceramah n share link here...as memory...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/ZY-w_9jYw5I

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/nt41kpsUW4o

Anonymous said...

Ur know what dr...why slaves more interest in islam..cos Allah doesn't count n value how someone look but allah only evaluate their amal...while world today , are influenced by 5s agenda..social,sport,styke,sex n I forget one I use to read this while I am at my secondary school...well I am a librarian that time...

Anonymous said...

I wonder when ur got hidayah here...dr I study lots of buddhism...including in tamadun tanah melayu purba...ur know what org melay kerajaan langkasuka use to practice hinduism or hindu-buddha..and also some of theme are aninism...ur know what dr, they are all once reverted when islam start to spread deen...imagine if they didn't accept islam...they all hindhu...

Anonymous said...

Dr I think ur have so much yin energy I can feel it...based on ur song preference...why dr look like women...hehehe...

Anonymous said...

Dr ...I also learn some chinese metaphysic before...let me read ur face....dr...ur re smart cos ur have thin lips...ur nostril are close enough...ur are know thw to save money...eyss they the police I dunno...I forget...ur ear high it means ur re smart oso...ur eyebrow quite messy not good lo...I love metaphysic once but hell, syirik...I use to play by my own...I guess jy not done his bis now...ur know what my ambition is want to go mensa....but hell ya m not good enough...cos I don't learn english n some kind of intelligent n I dunno maybe cos m not that briiant...sob...sob...sob...

Anonymous said...

Hmm...wadehell m doing here...crazy...

Anonymous said...

Dr, I have nightmares...am I going to have stroke...my ear is beating like heart does...wah..I don't have to watch movie...I always feel like dreaming blockbuster...I dream the 'wabak-like scene' again...it's an insect bug-like n ghoster attacking human population...it's a nice place great white like bgnn pentadbiran n residents as well...I feel like in oversea...it was a darurat dream where human attack by parasitesalien n ghostmonster... my heart is soooo scared....m feeling like death...

Anonymous said...

Mmm...dead???

Anonymous said...

Hw came....It's you...even if can turn back time...nobody want it, but it...can I sing shawn mandes song for you...oh yeah she goes again, every mornign is the same....take care dr...-let the time heal...

Anonymous said...

This greatest calls of fajr...remind me on my lord that missin his slave to come back to him...I wish could erase everything...my heart doesn't let me to do so...tho love still a choice...it was my worst love...(lust?)...hmmm....have a good day there...I am going out today....n it will he dd phase where I have to think any positive threat...gb...I wish ur just ok...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/oXRoclAT8Q0

Anonymous said...

https://www.bharian.com.my/rencana/komentar/2019/02/529429/indahnya-hidayah-ilahi-dari-hati-mualaf

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/KWdvKyKh6BA

Anonymous said...

https://www.malaysiakini.com/news/478846

Anonymous said...

https://www.hmetro.com.my/utama/2019/02/422496/sampai-muflis

Anonymous said...

https://www.arrahmah.com/2015/11/20/professor-bulgaria-memeluk-islam-setelah-terjemahkan-al-quran/

Anonymous said...

https://www.arrahmah.com/2013/12/30/perjalanan-seorang-wanita-slovakia-dalam-menemukan-islam/

Anonymous said...

https://www.arrahmah.com/2014/10/28/politisi-sayap-kanan-perancis-masuk-islam/

Anonymous said...

https://www.arrahmah.com/2013/10/19/ibrahim-karlsson-fotografer-menemukan-tuhan-alam/

Anonymous said...

https://www.arrahmah.com/2013/10/18/rafael-sulayman-castro-katolik-italia-menemukan-makna-hidup-islam/

Anonymous said...

https://www.arrahmah.com/2015/02/09/pria-italia-ini-masuk-islam-karena-isu-terorisme-gencar-di-media-eropa/

Anonymous said...

https://www.arrahmah.com/2015/03/16/syarifuddin-khalifah-bayi-ajaib-afrika-yang-sudah-dewasa-ini-telah-mengislamkan-ribuan-orang/

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/6HghEzLMy5E

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/f8zRWg4wVQE

Anonymous said...

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2013/oct/11/islam-converts-british-women-prejudice

Anonymous said...

https://www.independent.co.uk/voices/im-a-middleaged-white-scottish-man-who-converted-to-islam-without-ever-meeting-a-muslim-this-is-how-a6862936.html

Anonymous said...

https://seekersguidance.org/articles/video/prayer-answered-former-buddhist-muslim-convert/

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/M2FApsYbwZE

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/0HQ4Jru6q5Q

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/cLMNnDTkeEk

Anonymous said...

Islam kali pertama buka kota mekah 13 tahun slps hijrah...masa tu nabi suruh semua berhala (patung2 sembahan) dimusnahkan...why? Common sense takkanla org yg buat berhala sembah berhala tu balik...klu mcm tu org yg buat berhala tu la tuhan berhala tu...nabi ibrahim...dia anak penjual berhala tp sbb dia ada otak dan dia salah satu org2 yg terpilih menerima wahyu...dia pikir tau...satu hari dia p patahkan berhala tu...n dia kena tangkap ...masa tu dia kena hukum dbakar hidup2...tp biidznillah, allah jdkan api tu sejuk n allah kirimkan brg2 yg bawa air dgn paruh...mcm tula pertolongan dan hidayah...ur are so lucky I have this instinct...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/n_5ZNxHa2oo

Anonymous said...

Taliban iran tu negara kuat syiah...n syiah n isis tu bukan islam...membunuh tu hukumnya haram...so yg membunuh tu bukanla org yg benar2 faham...n syiah tu lak bukan sejenis...banyak jenis g puak2 syiah lain...belum campur golongan anti quran n hadis...islam tu is not arabs but was founded in arab..cos adam n eves was sent down to eartu separatesly as ....hawa nye nafsu...xde self control...ko faham tak ni...aku tgk org2 cina macm kamu ni hambar...terus menjudge...hidayah tu hanya utk org yg benar2 berpikir n mencari mana tuhan...n all peoples that come across ur life is the one that have the past life with ur....

Anonymous said...

https://www.huffpost.com/entry/muslim-converts-islamophobia-ramadan_b_59273e07e4b01b9a59377de2

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/VKszGDKhlCo

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/-Dzf_XE3zH8

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/Lsk_f7nS7-0

Anonymous said...

Hey man! Allah is loving ur...n ur can't expect human to convey da'wah...human still depending on their fikrah n fitrah...read the holy book...ur know everyone want to do right thing at rught time...but trust me Allah has arranged everything perfectly....

Anonymous said...

I can't believe I still alive...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/jf49cOQAFyk

Anonymous said...

As a monk, he studied many religions of the world. During that time, he said that only Islam he encountered to be the most complete and it covered all aspects...

https://www.google.com/search?client=firefox-b-d&q=buddhist+revert

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/rq6n_JZQRpU

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/H6AagARigJo

Anonymous said...

https://www.launchgood.com/project/laser_tattoo_removal_for_revert_sister#!/

Anonymous said...

https://www.newsweek.com/islam-most-popular-religion-young-chinese-329967

this one is frustrating..i will proves them wrong...hw coudld ur say that we're muslim is high fertility n lives in rural....so, is that wrong...halu mem,. i am the prove that muslim is still educated...please do learn from the past...won't ur see my genius lecturer from sheaffield....wtf....wut...n ur necer try to see bro firdaus explanation...ur re consired infertile as ur own country has put a restriction in family planning cos all of ur races is ovewrpopulated 1/3 from human population...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/qOdu-lXCPFI

Why latino convert to islam...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/pQG-oIMSbco

When allah wants someone blessed with hidayah, he wills ..gives it in whatever form...even the most anti could be the most worship one..

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/-60UnxSMd6U
This is ustaz nouman ali khan...he is so famous...can learn from him

Anonymous said...

Ashraf scheineder journey...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/lcuIOVyWBJc

senior researcher oxford...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/sZP4Iejea_M

Anonymous said...

German convert journey...

https://youtu.be/4j0svidpC3M

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/3QNqd5ysOac

This one is smooth conversion...

Anonymous said...

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She is so hmm...pretty nur amira ann lee...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/7xNWVMwKHHM

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/7A8CtBpKQW4

Anonymous said...

Allah is caring for ur...may he gives ur his taufiq and hidayah...to always do good deeds continously...I am thankful for ur...tq for being ur present...

Anonymous said...

https://www.malaysiaworldnews.com/2018/09/11/to-be-a-muslim-does-not-change-a-person-to-be-a-malay-amira-lee/

Anonymous said...

https://www.sinarharian.com.my/article/45881/LIFESTYLE/Femina/Transisi-Nur-Amira-Lee

Anonymous said...

https://www.sinarharian.com.my/article/45881/LIFESTYLE/Femina/Transisi-Nur-Amira-Lee

Anonymous said...

Guidance is in the hand of Allah...

Anonymous said...

Allah is close n he is loving ur more than human being...

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

DAi Adam


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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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ust ebit...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

what do chinese people say abt is;am

https://youtu.be/J7pPgX7_wqk

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/mbt_2jSebhM

sL...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/c22WfSG2v-I

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/8V465msZXYw

Anonymous said...

Revert n sembah'wall' than sembah'doll'...(sorry)...sembahwind...hmm...life is journey...isolation not good for me...

Anonymous said...

why don't ur deletes this sites???

Anonymous said...

btw, I'll keep ur sites resourceful...whose know If ur lose hope someday n found miracle things here...well, I've stop writing abt ur now...I look like psycho[path now...

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/TyuIPBSJiSo

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/iAX7Hilb1fk

Anonymous said...

I think I am done ...this should be enough...my duty unavailable for this temporal moment...if Allah really loves someone...he will bring that person closer to him...may allah gives ur hidayah...remember life is part of test...just think why this things happen...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/glAI5YMMw0Y

see the prove here....

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/FETryXMpDl8

Anonymous said...



“Allah is the One Who sends forth the winds which raised up the clouds. He spreads them in the sky as He wills and breaks them into fragments. Then thou seest raindrops issuing from within them. He makes them reach such of His servants as He wills. And they are rejoicing

see it's hydrology cycle ...how came primitive primates know them so well scientist not even born this time???...n this is the person is...Nils Wallerius. Nils Wallerius (1 January 1706 – 16 August 1764) was a Swedish physicist, philosopher and theologian. He was one of the first scientists to study and document the characteristics of evaporation through modern scientific methods.





Anonymous said...

song https://youtu.be/MVB3P5ZmkQc

Anonymous said...

santa is not real it's part of american culture...

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Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/H_Wi6pcstAU

firdaus...

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

everyuthing heal now...

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/NZdBIs63DCw

Anonymous said...

Key is don't be a human...

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

I don't like be human...why on earth human...I dunno hw to talk what I want...I make it more difficult when there is easier way...I am living with inf comp...god why even I born...n why even I need this interaction....I don't like it...I want to become sufi n ridin' solo...can ur believe when ur mom force ur have some friends...I am a sensitive person...I do have some friends...but...it's difficult for me to make friend...I just want to be my own...I feel bullied everytime I have friend cos I start to feeling like dumb....ya ...actually I am dumb n my mom n bro admits it...I can lost on my own mind shut the brain off...I can even lost myself in public...but I believes I also lil bit genius...I am lazy genius..ur know...I am living freely n don't like rule...maybe that's why I hardly making friends maybe they think I am toxic...but I am a good person...I just don't like crowded n noisy place it's hell for me...I like to talk when I want to talk only...the rest is hell...I never understand human n I want to be a selfish person...that's all....school is suck... but I gotta get my degree finish so that my mom happy...I can make this...

Anonymous said...

I dun wanna to live anymore...but yeah this is life...I am going to live it...everyday is dying...I am going to develop my own speciality so that I don't have to ask anything from the other person...I don't like it...I want to be a generous person...hell...I should start it years back ago...nope, I need a people here...it's very vital...I am going to teach myself hw to ask for something...

Anonymous said...

Why on earth I am here...who am I...I need exposure...exposure...exposure...it's mean dead dead dead until I am alive...

Anonymous said...

I don't want my brain...I want to talkout loud...

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

just music...from depress person...

https://youtu.be/GqmAe0QfkjU

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

https://aboutislam.net/muslim-issues/europe/heres-why-donna-john-converted-to-islam/

Anonymous said...

It's work it...ur know when somebody is moody...ur just keep silent n get urself busy...I dunno la why my father I said I would do it for him n he doesn't appreciate me (well I feel)...wheb ur dad is not spirting enough...*sporting

Anonymous said...

I am so lucky, I alwys offer help for small lil stuff at home..but my parents doesn't want me do the thing...

Anonymous said...

Ur know people still survive even they not doing right thing at right time...

Anonymous said...

Successful people is the one that perform prayer 5x per day...When ur going to do so...

Anonymous said...

https://youtu.be/RzO7mumTfcY

Anonymous said...

https://aboutislam.net/reading-islam/my-journey-to-islam/it-was-a-strange-incident-i-ran-towards-the-mosque/

Anonymous said...

https://aboutislam.net/reading-islam/my-journey-to-islam/the-mathematician-who-challenged-quran/

Anonymous said...

https://aboutislam.net/multimedia/videos/canadian-vlogger-rosie-gabrielle-found-islam-in-pakistan/

Anonymous said...

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